5 months

5 mos. Na tyo mgkakilala. Since that day, ndami nbago. Ng-iba ang pgkatao ko. Prang may nabuhay na isang blank space sa akin. Until now, ganito parin ako. You’ve changed me. You’ve changed my life. My destiny. Hindi kita gusto dahil maganda ka o madaming ngkakagusto syo. Gusto kita dahil kailangan ka ng pagkatao ko. There is a magnet within you that keeps my soul finding and longing for you.. feeling complete with you. I love you. I love who you are. What you do. What you can’t. what you think. How you breathe.
I love you even if you don’t. or you won’t. nothing matters more. i don’t give a shit about the people around you. Everybody likes you. Everybody loves you. But you can’t love ‘em all.

storm drifts down vast the demont sent,
and murders of crows soars the firament.
the stars revolt amidst the space,
as i stand beside for solace.
a moment to forsake, seeking no harm to come,
while the coat of sadness keeps me warm.
ripping the memories all in my brain,
in this cold blistered desert rain.